Staring into the bowl, a
melancholic wave washes over me. The barren white ceramic concave container
seems to mock me, telling me that I am not worthy of more food. However, today
will not be the day that I succumb to the imaginary taunting of the bowl that
sits atop my counter. With my last ounces of strength I push my feet hard
against the wooden floor, rising from my seat. I walk briskly toward the door
leading my garage, and on the way grab the maroon lanyard that adornes my keys.
I push the button large button and the grey garage doors lifts from the hot
pavement. I fling the heavy door open and position my seat toward the steering
wheel more. My key ignites the black car with a rumble from the engine and the
sudden presence of music fills my car. My hand reaches for the gear shift,
allowing the automatic vehicle to be put into reverse, and I whip out of the
steep driveway.
Driving down my neighborhood, I see my beige house disappear
through my rearview mirrors. Going 25 down the road, and of course obeying all
traffic signs, I am at giant within 5 minutes. I pull into the parking lot,
watching for pedestrians leaving the shopping center, and find a rare empty
spot near the front, which I pull into. My hand grasps the gear shift and my
car is out into park, slightly crooked within the space.
With my keys in one
hand and a crumpled 10 dollar bill in the other, I storm into the grocery
store. The glass doors open, signifying that I am now entering the home that
holds my most favorite food in the world. I take a right, awkwardly bumping
into a customer who had just made their purchase, and made my way to the
produce section. I walk through the aisles, searching for the forbidden fruit,
hoping to get at least one. Alas, I can not find any, and after 5 minutes of
looking thoroughly I give up hope, hanging my head in defeat. But before I can
make my exit, I catch the eyes of a woman, clad in a yellow shirt and black
pants, and a smile invites me to ask her where I can find what I am looking
for. She points me in the right direction and my quest continues. Finally, the
moment I had waited for so long had arrived. In front of me we’re 15 orange
fruits, wrapped with their natural green rind. I picked one up, squeezed
gently, and noticed the fruit caved slightly, telling me that they were ripe. I
urolled a transparent bag from the spool that it sat on, and placed 5 of the
fruit into it. Realizing that 5 would not suffice for the amount of hunger that
had befallen unto me, I grabbed another bag and subsequently placed 5 more into
that one. 10 in total and I was ready to check out.
Excitedly, I speed walked
over to the self checkout line, at the exact time someone was leaving from
their station. I walked up, instantly hitting the english and forgot card
options, a habit that I had acquired from the constant trips to the store. I
clicked on the fruit picture and selected the correct amount of items I had
picked up and sped home. I arrived and grabbed a cutting board, grabbing a
single fruit from the bag, and a knife from my drawer. I cut it in half and
sliced it 5 times, both horizontally and vertically, essentially crosshatching
the inside of the fruit. I then held the edges of the rind and lifted it up my
dry lips. After the first bite, I leaned back into my chair, and looked out the
window to see kayakers on the lake, and I was at peace. Just me, the lake and
my mango.
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